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January 27th, 2012
January 19th, 2012
im kinda getting annoyed at people saying in the glee version of summer nights that kurt was portrayed as rizzo. i mean did you pay any attention. Rizzo was MOST DEFF portrayed by Santana. If you think it was kurt youve obviously never seen that scene in Grease. so quit putting stupid shyt about kurt being rizzo.
&heres my proof:
sorry just had to get that off my chest.
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It’s probably confusing because Santana had the Rizzo attitude & the kick, but the line Kurt says “coz he sounds like a drag” in the song, was Rizzo’s line.
I was just having a convo about this with Hermie the other day - how pinups and curves used to be sexy. And how sad it is that some beautifull, curvy girls have been dieting to fit in lately.
Such a waste.
(Source: imighthave, via absolutelymadness)
January 16th, 2012
It's Moh.: This is for you.
This is for every person who says that they’re okay, when in reality, they couldn’t be further away from it. For those who feel different, alone and completely disconnected from the world around them. It’s for those who find it difficult to get out of bed in the morning because they’re tired; tired of being afraid, tired of failure. Those who believe that their existence is pointless. For those who have had their hearts broken; for those who have lost.
Speak up; let people know that you’re not okay. It’s not a sign of weakness, it’s the opposite. Whatever you may be feeling, you can be certain that there are other people who are feeling the same. Make yourself heard. You’re not alone, there are far too many people in the world for you to feel that way; I’ll listen.
Don’t be afraid of being ‘different’; normal has always been a term to refer to things that are ordinary. You are who you are and ultimately, we are all the same. We’ve all just had different stories that have shaped us. No one knows what you have been through; they may have heard, but they never felt. Their judgements are therefore completely unjust.
There’s no denying how difficult life can be; you will almost certainly fail. Many times. But that’s all part of becoming you, making you a better person. Learn from it. Don’t let it discourage you. You’re here for a reason; you are someones reason, you might just not know it yet. Wake up with a smile on your face tomorrow, knowing that one day your existence will make complete sense if it hasn’t already.
Knowing that it gets better.
Idk where to start even with all the emotions I’ve having rn
January 1st, 2012
Was just discussing in study group the other night how some spiritual paths (can’t remember which ones Hermie named unfortunately) create their own tarot/oracle decks that only make sense to them. Cards with spiritual significance that only has meaning to them or that they would understand. And when they die the deck is buried with them… I was really interested in this idea and I think this is my sign. There is a deck of altered art cards that I started years ago but haven’t touched in ages, other than to move the box around the room out of my way. It came to mind immediately when she was talking about this idea. And when I saw this picture the 1st thing I thought of was a tarot card. I think this is a sign to start working on my deck again.
my 2012 personal forecast
Wow where to even start on how things are looking for this year…
We did readings for the forecast of 2012 & mine looks like nothing but some serious focus on my magic and my creative projects. I have to take time in January to get my patterns and rituals in order. My scheduling. I have too many excuses for not taking time for myself. I go on about not having enuf time around my work schedule or how I don’t get enuf time to spend with my besties. The truth is that I only have usually 2 doubles a week, which means that’s only 2 days wasted with nothing but work - and even then I can often fit a little bit of creative work into the downtime at the hotel. The other 5 days of the week I know I’m still going to be up all night when I get home, so there’s still time for me to work on stuff. And it’s stupid to use hanging out as a reason bc they live with me! It’s not like I never see them for heaven’s sake. Trust me, they never go away! (LOL I’M KIDDING!!) But there really is time enuf to work on things and still hang out. Plus they’ve got things that they want to work on as well, so it’s healthier for all of us if we take the time that we really want for ourselves. It makes no sense to hang out out of something like obligation bc we just end up resenting the other people for taking up our time when it’s us who made the choice to self-abandon and not do the things we really wanted to do with our time.
So it’s going to be a big year for creatively.. but there is also some major stuff moving for me in the spiritual side of things. My cards for The Wheel of the Year were saying a lot about my focus and creativity, but my Nine Guardians reading was really heavy on the spirituality, my connections to the earth around me and to the divine. I really need to center myself more solidly in the things that matter and toss a lot of old things that I don’t need anymore onto the compost pile. There’s a lot of sorting out the things in my life that needs to go on in the early part of this year to get things in order for what’s coming. There are so many blessings on the horizon that I really want to straighten myself out & be ready for them when they come. I don’t want to end another year thinking about opportunities for abundance that I may have missed because of my own fears and faulty programming from my past that I’m still clinging to for what I think is safety.
December 22nd, 2011
excited n ako sa episode na to Glee goes Grease :)
SO. SO. STOKED FOR THIS EP TBH. GREASE REMAINS ONE OF MY FAVE MOVIES OF ALL TIME.
Yeah, and we ended up singing to the tune of "Twist and Shout" via twitter. :D Hiiii! :)
Asketh - davalancheluvftw
haha that was fun! :D
OOOH IT’S SANTANA’S MISSING “SANTA BABY” SCENE!!! ARE THERE MORE VIDS OF THE OTHER SONGS THAT DIDN’T PLAY ON THE SHOW?!
(Source: zoecnls)
December 19th, 2011
I am at a bit of a loss right now. I.. I don’t really know how I feel. Okay that’s not entirely true. I’m not happy right now. I know that much. I had a very emotional argument/disagreement/discussion with my besties last night. I hadn’t really thought of it in those terms.. but I can be a bully sometimes. I know it comes from the years of being bullied and abused by people at school when I was younger and by boyfriends as an adult. I don’t want to be this person. I’ve said this before. I know I have. I’ve come leaps and bounds in overcoming my Perfectionist, my OCD, but I don’t know how to defeat this. I wish I could just remove this part of me. What do I need it for anyway? What purpose is it serving? And after that extremely emotional conversation last night, Jeff says something at work that sounds eerily similar. We got in a minor disagreement because I pointed out that he wasn’t doing things the way that Nik said we’re sposeta when I was trained. He got annoyed by this & we had a little tiff. I said he can’t handle me telling him that he’s not doing something the way he’s supposed to. He said that it feels like I watch him to catch him doing something wrong so I can point it out. I nearly had a fucking breakdown right there. I hardened up instead because I’m not going to let myself fall into the hopeless, endless, painfull crying that I fell into last night. Last night I was at home, where I mostly feel safe. I am so obv not safe at work to be that vulnerable. But… just.. what he said. So much like what they were saying last night.. Honestly I can’t express how much I hate this part of me. How lost I am in what to do. How sad and un-happy I feel right now thinking about this.
December 11th, 2011
“really hyper puppy!darren” for whereartthouwildthings
OMG I TOTALLY JUST SAW THIS AND SQUEALED SO LOUD AT WORK LOL
(via kiwakostalova)
Blainana and Kurtberry proposal :D pure randomness ^^
chocolate covered cherry kurt and the cupcake ring made me think immediately of @hermitastik and @nevistar.. and i died of cute
(via kiwakostalova)
December 8th, 2011
OMFG AND AND
THE XFACTOR AUSTRALIA FINALE!!!
I can’t remember the last time that a finale of any reality show felt that good. Andrew, Johnny & Reece were all outstanding on their performances. I was just for real blown away by them. And OH. MY. GOD. those winner’s singles!! I want all 3 of them. I found a copy of Reece’s official single, but I guess I’ll have to be satisfied with my youtube rips of Andrew & Johnny’s songs.
Their voices were really just.. awesome.. I wish all the AIs & XFs could go like Australia went in their finale.
Andrew and Reece were only separated by 1% !!! Can you even believe that?? Just.. wow.
I srsly will be waiting for the albums to drop from this top 3. IT NEEDS. TO. HAPPEN.
OMG I HAVE LIKE SO MANY EMOTIONS AFTER LAST NIGHT’S GLEE!!!
It was like Vintage Glee, some season 1 quality shit going on up in here. I just don’t. even. know. where to start omg. *FLAILS AROUND HOPELESSLY*
It was just.. such an amazing episode!
SAMCEDES!! I’m so so glad that Sam is back and after Mercedes bc I think they could be super dorky & cute together. I absolutely loved that last scene with them in season 2 for srs. Plus I’ve really hated the outright irritating stereotype that Mercedes has become & I don’t think her boyfriend and his “cocoa babies” are helping any. I think Sam can bring her back to the Mercedes that I loved in season 1. I hope. *cross fingers*
THE FUCKING SECTIONALS PERFORMANCES OMG. New Directions was just. fucking. ON. okay!? Like I loved every song (and tbh they weren’t even that great of songs lol) but the performances and vocals and dancing and just ugh they were awesome. (All those booty camps have def helped!)
AND MIKE’S DAD OMG
AND HOTASS BLAINE PUNCHING BAGS AND TALKING/NOT TALKING ABOUT MOTHERFUKKIN WARBLER FIGHT CLUB WTF. The hotness. And.. the punching things… UNF.
AND AND
I’m just totes emosh okay I can’t even with this episode. It was srsly the Glee that I fell in love with all over again. Just such a feel-good episode in the end.. everybody back together (and we apparently adopted Sugar lol) and happy and singing that amazing “We Are Young” song by apparently a band called Fun?? I think that’s what I’m getting from tumblr anyway. Will have to look them up..
In the past 24 hours…
and
I wonder these events needed to happen to balance out my life
IKR? THE FUCK IS GOING ON AROUND HERE!?